| Well Xanga, it's been a while. Things are... different. I feel like such a different person than the one who created this page. All of the about me and whatnot... seems like it belongs to someone else. Somehow. I'm not as happy as I used to be. Can you blame me? I haven't gotten through a year since 2004 without someone I really loved dying. Please let 2008 be the year to break that awful cycle. My last entry pretty much still stands. Things are so different now. And not necessarily in a good way. I miss my friend Brittany. And my Nathan. You know sometimes I wish I had never met either of them? I think it would have made things easier. I always have trouble facing hard things. Why am I such a coward? I don't like the way I am. I don't like the way things in general are right now. I don't see anything changing anytime soon though. |
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| I miss the way things used to be so much that I have a literal physical pain. |
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| Is it sad that I have absolutely NOTHING to say? I think it is. |
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| I can't wait til Christmas!!! But I've still got a ton of shopping to do |
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